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***Content warning: The following video and text addresses the topic of depression which may be triggering for some viewers. Viewer discretion is advised and an open heart is suggested.
-Peace and Love.***
Let’s talk about Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD)
Seasonal Affective Disorder is a type of depression characterized by its recurrent seasonal patterns. Those who experience SAD have symptoms lasting approximately 4-5 months. In some cases, these mood changes are more serious. They can affect how a person feels, thinks, and handles daily activities.
There are two types of SAD:
The Winter Blues
In most cases, SAD symptoms start around late fall/early winter. They progressively go away during the spring and summer. Because of the change in sunlight exposure during seasonal changes, the secretion of neurotransmitters like serotonin (which helps regulate mood) are decreased and neurotransmitters like melatonin (which helps regulate sleep) are increased.
Winter Blues Symptoms:
Oversleeping
Overeating, particularly carbs
Abnormal and excess weight gain
Social withdrawal
Summertime SADness
Approximately 10% of the people that experience SAD experience the inverse where they experience depressive symptoms during the spring and summer months.
SS Symptoms:
Trouble sleeping (insomnia)
Poor appetite, leading to weight loss
Restlessness and agitation
Anxiety
Episodes of violent behavior
Treatments include:
Light Therapy
Psychotherapy “Talk Therapy”
Vitamin D
Medications
Immediate help for a CRISIS:
National Suicide Prevention Hotline:
Call 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
En Español 1-888-628-9454
Crisis Text Line:
Text “HELLO” to 741741
More information at:
https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/find-help/index.shtml
SAD in Quarantine
Since mental health help-lines have been ringing non-stop and therapists around the nation are all booked for months in advance, I wanted to start a conversation around SAD during these times. The restrictions placed on us due to COVID-19 have caused some people to experience SAD symptoms earlier than normal. Also, more people have reportedly experienced SAD symptoms this year as compared to previous years. It’s important we understand chemical imbalances we are experiencing and take necessary steps to ensure our mental health stays in tact. We are not just fighting off the virus. We are fighting for our sanity. Our mental health. Our livelihoods.
Home.
Feels more like hell
Like I’m trapped in a jail cell
My own thoughts betray me.
I recently started going on walks at night.
Yeah I know,
a black man walking the streets at night?
The hell am I looking for?
Maybe it’s love.
Self love.
That wake up and meditate type of love.
The type of love that makes you go “wow”
when you past by a mirror.
But the mirror in my room is cracked
For the time being and,
I’m a nigga that go on walks at night.
The hell am I looking for?
Maybe it’s my childhood
Or maybe I’m chasing the ones
who abandoned me.
The things
I’ve abandoned.
Scratch that -
what the hell am I looking for?
This week,
I couldn’t muster up
the will to do anything.
Funny how the most pressing stuff
is so quiet in our dreams
Why does sleep become so peaceful?
so freeing -
I swear a nigga
wanna sleep all day.
Just to be up all night
screaming at G*d.
Depression’s funny like that.
You hate to see it
and yet
It loves to see you.
Misery loves company like that.
So yeah I’m coming home,
coming home.
Tell the world
I’m coming home.
Watch the rain wash away,
all the tears of
yesterday,
and the day after that
and the day after that.
Until one day,
I’ll be able to look at the sun
and apologize for
resenting it.
But until then,
I grab my coat,
and get my mask,
and I pray depression doesn’t kick my ass
as soon as I come back from my walk.