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***Content warning: The following video and text addresses the topic of depression which may be triggering for some viewers. Viewer discretion is advised and an open heart is suggested.

-Peace and Love.***

Let’s talk about Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD)

Seasonal Affective Disorder is a type of depression characterized by its recurrent seasonal patterns. Those who experience SAD have symptoms lasting approximately 4-5 months. In some cases, these mood changes are more serious. They can affect how a person feels, thinks, and handles daily activities.

There are two types of SAD:

  • The Winter Blues

    • In most cases, SAD symptoms start around late fall/early winter. They progressively go away during the spring and summer. Because of the change in sunlight exposure during seasonal changes, the secretion of neurotransmitters like serotonin (which helps regulate mood) are decreased and neurotransmitters like melatonin (which helps regulate sleep) are increased.

    • Winter Blues Symptoms:

      • Oversleeping

      • Overeating, particularly carbs

      • Abnormal and excess weight gain

      • Social withdrawal

  • Summertime SADness

    • Approximately 10% of the people that experience SAD experience the inverse where they experience depressive symptoms during the spring and summer months.

    • SS Symptoms:

      • Trouble sleeping (insomnia)

      • Poor appetite, leading to weight loss

      • Restlessness and agitation

      • Anxiety

      • Episodes of violent behavior

Treatments include:

  • Light Therapy

  • Psychotherapy “Talk Therapy”

  • Vitamin D

  • Medications

Immediate help for a CRISIS:

  • National Suicide Prevention Hotline:

    • Call 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

    • En Español 1-888-628-9454

  • Crisis Text Line:

    • Text “HELLO” to 741741

More information at:

https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/find-help/index.shtml

SAD in Quarantine

Since mental health help-lines have been ringing non-stop and therapists around the nation are all booked for months in advance, I wanted to start a conversation around SAD during these times. The restrictions placed on us due to COVID-19 have caused some people to experience SAD symptoms earlier than normal. Also, more people have reportedly experienced SAD symptoms this year as compared to previous years. It’s important we understand chemical imbalances we are experiencing and take necessary steps to ensure our mental health stays in tact. We are not just fighting off the virus. We are fighting for our sanity. Our mental health. Our livelihoods.

Home. 

Feels more like hell

Like I’m trapped in a jail cell 

My own thoughts betray me. 

I recently started going on walks at night. 

Yeah I know, 

a black man walking the streets at night? 

The hell am I looking for? 

Maybe it’s love. 

Self love.

That wake up and meditate type of love. 

The type of love that makes you go “wow” 

when you past by a mirror. 

But the mirror in my room is cracked 

For the time being and,

I’m a nigga that go on walks at night. 

The hell am I looking for? 

Maybe it’s my childhood

Or maybe I’m chasing the ones 

who abandoned me. 

The things 

I’ve abandoned. 

Scratch that - 

what the hell am I looking for? 

This week, 

I couldn’t muster up 

the will to do anything. 

Funny how the most pressing stuff 

is so quiet in our dreams 

Why does sleep become so peaceful?

so freeing - 

I swear a nigga 

wanna sleep all day. 

Just to be up all night 

screaming at G*d. 

Depression’s funny like that. 

You hate to see it

and yet 

It loves to see you.

Misery loves company like that.  

So yeah I’m coming home, 

coming home.

Tell the world

I’m coming home. 

Watch the rain wash away,

all the tears of 

yesterday, 

and the day after that 

and the day after that.

Until one day, 

I’ll be able to  look at the sun 

and apologize for 

resenting it.

But until then, 

I grab my coat,

and get my mask,

and I pray depression doesn’t kick my ass

as soon as I come back from my walk.